I haven't read a blog in over a year. Coming here tonight was like going back to a familiar place, full of memories but so far removed from today that it seems like a lifetime ago. So much has happened since I last posted and to try to catch up would be a task too big to undertake. I am not sure why I came here tonight. It is late, I am feeling a little bit sad and it was a comforting place to come back to. The nice thing about not posting in forever is that no one is here. It is a quiet empty room that I can fill with private thoughts that no one will read because it has been empty for so long that no one knows it exists anymore.
This past year has been the hardest of my life. It has also been filled with joy beyond imagining!! I have had to challenge my capacity and step forward to do things I have never done before. Tonight I think I am reflecting on it all and the weight of it all is crashing down on me.
Maybe I will visit a little more often and have a few private chats in my empty room.
